Monday, January 09, 2006
sam's gone. =(
i need to stop moping and whining. it's so surreal when i think about it. but yet i'm so excited for him. sydney is like such a beautiful city. there's so much things to do. he has his own room. he's learning so much and seeing so much. but he's sssooo far away. sigh sigh.
now trying to hype myself up for my own INSTEP application. sisters just told me cornell in jan-march is miserably cold. oh noooo..... i can't stand the cold. esp after korea. i scared. but if i go next sem i'd miss sam like so much......... oh no...dilemma dilemma. or should i just pick another country? so exciting haha. and i haven't even done my application. hopefully hopefully i get to go with renchun. got good friend it's less scary.
ohmy...my modules this semester are horrible! try biophysics, immunology, virology, advanced biochemistry and bioinformatics. maybe i SHOULD have gone on exchange this semester. starting to get into the rhythm of things in school. including birthday celebrations and chit chatting sessions in between lessons with the gang. =)
now grace has offered to keep me company in sam's absence. feel so blessed. the Lord is so good to me, i don't deserve it.
nownow let me just list my to-do list for 2006
1. grow in my faith in God and grow in my knowledge of God's Word.
2. forge a closer relationship with God.
3. get even better grades.
4. spend more time with my family and hugo. my poor dog, i think he feels neglected.
5. lose my tummy fats by exercising more.
6. work on my friendships.
7. have everlasting joy from within.
8. be wiser and more prayerful.
9. be brave and do not run away from problems/pain/sadness.
10. sam with much faith, hope and love.
wish me luck. =)
This girl posted at 9:44 PM